50 days here xx

Hi there, from today I'll write my posts in english, so you'll can see the improuvment of this experience.
I'm here from 50 days, I always feel that my time is going so fast and I can't stop my days, is always friday, I love my weekend, is not that, is just that seems yesterday that I was in the airport and I saw for the first time my hostmother. My english was so bad and was really difficult to undestand others, and now, now thanksfull to everyone here I can undestand them and I can talk with them without problems. For the first period here my favourit word was "sorry?", I can't belive that I'm realizing my dream, that I'm changing myself.
I started my volontary job and I love it, I'm always impatient to go there, for my three hours, and to go to my art lesson. Thanksfull to my art class now I can see the different light and I'm most interessed about the nature. I'm not more interessed about the mobile, I'm interessed about what's arround me.
I went to cliffs of moher with my international friends and was the most amazing landscape that I never saw. We are booking for go to see the cliffs in the north of Ireland because all people told me that are wonderful. I want see as much as possible here, I want come back in Italy with many memories of this experience.
Before my left I was really scared to feel bad in this 9 month, I never couldn't immagine that can be like that, just perfect!!
 Thanks mom and dad for gave me the world!

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